浪费

看完了《一公升的眼泪-亚也的日记》
感觉到了生命的可贵
15岁的她 已经知道生命的可贵
即使患上绝症
她还是希望能复原的那一天
努力的在复健
缓慢自己病情恶化的速度
直到她没有行动的能力
直到她心跳停止的那一刻
而我 健康的我
不停的在蹉跎岁月 浪费青春
没有目标的生活...
是时候改变生活方式
寻找生活的方向

~如~

My ColorGenics profile

Name: leajoo
Date: 11/21/2007
Colorgenics Number: 15207643

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

You are a fighter and always on the defensive. You always need to be sure that your position is safe and established. When you finally make a decision you will pursue it to the bitter end in spite of all opposition.

There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.

Having experienced considerable disappointment of late and not knowing quite what to do about it this has led you to suffer a great deal of agitation and anxiety. You are trying very hard to make favourable impressions all round. You feel that you have a right to do anything that you wish without being condemned for your beliefs. Everything seems to be going against you and you feel helpless to change the situation. The possibility of failure is most upsetting and this situation is leading to untold stress. You honestly believe that the situation is not of your making - it is not your fault - you have been misled and abused by those that you trusted, but you are trying to look at the situation quite dispassionately. Would you perhaps not agree that this situation could be regarded as unrealistic self justification?

You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.

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find myself ~joo~

wasa queen

结束了短暂的旅程
回到陆地上 回到家
Wasa Queen...Star Cruise 旗下的 ferry?
不懂 也懒得去寻找答案
重要的是
3代同堂共度的那一段时间~
出发那一天
嗯...我们好像没有迟到吧？我们只是比预定时间迟到而已...
到了码头之后 录了一个不错且值得收藏的video...kl的"briefing"...
上船后 找房间找了蛮久的
呵呵...我们住在medical centre隔壁...是缘分？
房间好小...记忆深刻的...非衣橱莫属了
除了在衣橱拍照之外
albert和xh的那一段...好好笑
可惜...没有video做纪念 ：（
在人潮汹涌的restaurant吃了晚餐后
我们就很无聊的去吹风
我忘了那晚究竟做了些什么
吹风 赌场 夜宵 观星 ... 除此之外？忘了
嗯...一场无聊的寻人游戏
我们二人一组...寻找kl和vs...
哈哈哈...很好笑...nl和我赢了~
我们在下楼梯后就遇见他们了
还是...这是他们室友的默契？
旅程中蛮遗憾的是
我没有看见日出啦~只有晨曦
0800 结束了
也必须要回到现实中
专心的预备考试？
只剩下20天了...


考试中不忘娱乐自己？ ~如~

p/s: 不organise的文字...我还是很想睡觉啦~

我的未来

今天去了一荡career fair
寻找我的未来
我的未来
是一片大海
而我
却是大海中的一艘小船
没有方向
没有目的地
我完全不知道
我该如何规划我的未来
每一个exhibitor的话都一样
半年的时间 其实很短
所以现在就必须开始找工作了
不能再等了
彷徨
我不知道我要的是什么
我要的 我也未必有能力得到...
脑袋打结了 :(
突然羡慕起
某些朋友
他们不用去想
他们的未来
只需要好好地走
那一段已经为他们铺好的路...


不确定的未来 ~如~

重复犯错

我一直在重复犯错
犯错
后悔
犯错
后悔
却没有悔改


~如~