同事问我 ：“明天，你有回公司吗？”我说 ：“不。”总是觉得很好奇我的同事们 习惯性的超时工作晚上 周末 都是他们的上班日我了解 这是我们这一行的规律但 我不盲目的加班...总是觉得已经被分派的工作因该在规定的时间内完成而加班 = 凸显个人办事能力弱因为 唯有办事能力不强才无法完成预定中的工作曾经听见senior级人物的话题他们以个人的超时工作做以一个人是否勤劳的衡量点听见的时候总觉得有点好笑毕竟当一个人捱夜的时候他的成品 往往错漏百出往往 他们需要更多的时间去更改错误往往 这意味着 他们 并没有善于利用时间原谅我周末不上班的坚持~如~
最近的自己总在萌起放弃的念头时看见彩虹抛开科学言论抛开彩虹的形成原理彩虹对我来说代表着希望代表着彩色的明天看见彩虹的我看见了希望
微笑了~如~
再一次 迷路了不断地在KL绕希望能找到路牌希望能找到我熟悉的landmark结果 没有唯有拨电至老爸求救他 永远是我的人肉地图谢谢~回到我熟悉的路上传了封短讯给朋友告诉他 我迷路了。迷路，不好玩他回我精明的你也会迷失我说再精明 不会认路也没用我想事实是如此的吧~一个人再精明 也会有迷失的时候迷失在 现实的社会中迷失在 金钱诱惑，钱与势中迷失在 未来方向中迷失在 感情世界中今天的我是纯属的迷路还是已经迷失在我的生活中？如儿~
Write your Sad times in Sand
Write your Good times in Stone.
--GEORGE BERNARD SHAW
i saw this phase in an forward mail
which makes me think...
be frank,
we know this theory since long time ago
which we should carry out happiness and move forward
left our sad memories behind
but, how many peoples can actually integrate this theory into daily life?
i will say that, it's difficult because memories goes along with us
till the day we are old enough...to forget
and, i am the one who keep my memories with me
as long as i can...
if i were given a choice
i will not write my sad moments on the sand
i will keep the sad moments in the deepest part of my heart
because, the sad and tough moments is a memorable part of my life
the sad moments, the process of passing through it
makes me tough, and strong
but,
i will still write my happy moments on the stone
because, those words on the stone will not fade
isn't the same with our memories
which might get lost someday...unexpectedly, uncontrollable
i wish i could refresh those happy moments i have, always
being a drive in my life...
encouraging me, to move forward...
~leajoo~
给彼此一个拥抱
再转身说再见
朋友告诉我
她要用这个方式
结束一段多年的感情
以拥抱结束一段感情
没有争吵 没有冷漠
只有温暖且温柔的拥抱
为彼此留下美好的回忆
我不禁怀疑
换成是我
我能吗？
我能如此的潇洒吗？
在拥抱之后
我还能潇洒的转身离去
再投一个微笑祝福他吗？
还是
我会眷恋他怀里的温暖
贪婪的吸着属于他的气息
把他抱得更紧
不想放开
爱情中的潇洒
需要勇气
需要狠下心肠
需要心如止水
爱情中的潇洒
没有想象中的容易
朋友，祝福你
~如~
我和你两条线在交集点相识摩擦结合再擦身而过交集点后的我们犹如两个陌生人不曾相识~如~
佯装坚强 佯装勇敢 佯装我不在意佯装能自然的和你相处尝试在脸上挤出微笑尝试在人前欢笑尝试掩盖心里的伤痛不断的强颜欢笑直到麻木直到笑容僵持直到不想笑了然而却没有勇气去表达最真实的自己我其实并没有你想象中的勇敢我的懦弱 你不会看见好想逃~如~
最近发现身旁的人都有抽烟的习惯曾经 问身旁的朋友为什么会烟不离手呢？他说 是压力他说 是为了融入新的生活圈子他说 能暂时忘记烦恼他们说 抽烟的快感 我不懂他们的借口 我不理解抽烟 是他们解决问题的方法吗？还是 纯属逃避的方式？用一种伤害自己的方式去逃避问题...我真的不懂抽烟的快感我懂得是它伤害了你的身体它增加了你每月负担它有弊无利朋友，不想再阻劝你我想，我们告诉你的...你都懂我想你会有想清楚的一天为了你自己 为了身旁的人把烟戒了~p/s: 不禁想起了创世纪里的“无烟城”...现实生活里，会有这么一个地方吗？祝福~如~
i trying hard to figure out what is the meaning of the life now...finallyi understand the statement thatauditor's life= no lifei had been working working and working for past few days,or since year 2009..it has been 2 weeks past,which i dying in work...there is no things called entertainmentas per what zeehui's saidi am sinking into the no life worldstrugglingi foresee that it will be my life after joining this fieldbut i dunno whether this is the life which i wanta no life world,which loads with work and without entertainmenti can't imagine how long i can stand with such lifestylewhich i am away from my house for more than a weekwhich i don't get to meet my family members even i am at homewhich i don't even spare a night for dinner with friendswhich i can't arrange for a movie outingi really need to hold my passion stronglynot to give upto success in my career path...~joo~
好久没上网了也没写部落格的心情问自己 我是怎么了只能说最近比较忙碌 有点累疲倦的我 不想写 不敢写没有时间静下来整理自己的思绪忙忙忙 盲盲盲这是最近的我~再度抛弃这里两个星期除非 我能上网 ：P（感觉不怎么可能）别了~如~
好久没写部落格了也没有像往常一样无所事事的流连在网上上班的日子 有点累~过去的一个星期听到了某些经典的句子department manager 说的"we should celebrate and enjoy our night.because people's celebrating success""only those who success are celebrating"庆祝的意义...捉摸中senior说的"audit is about how good you bullshitis not on how good you perform your job"audit的形式...捉摸中健聪说的" enjoy your life"
享受...学习中~如~
i got a forever friend request in facebooki stare at it and a question appeared in my mindwhat's forever friend?how will you define it?and what do you understand about this word?i have no idea on this...i used to signed off with friends forever when i drop a message previouslybut not now, since i can't see the value of doing soshould we discuss what is a friend at first?at least in your perception, what do a friend mean to you.a person which you could share everything witha person which know you wella person which is available to you when you needa person which you think of when you need helpand so on...but, what is forever?life long?i can't assure thatyeah. i have friends,but it's different with others which got a soul mate since youngmy friends kept changing in different stages of my lifeand i seldom contact with my so-called friendsmaybe, we will only meet up once in a blue moonjust to gather along and for the sake of updating each others on current statuser..if friendship is a subject in schooli am sure that i will failed it...forever friends?~joo~
终于
决定换手提电话了~
sony ericson T700
对不起~原谅我的无礼原谅我的冷漠我只是 不想说话...就让我一个人面对自己~如~
I saw this painting in The Star this morningit's The Gossips by Norman RockwellI like it so much, my thought began to flow when I saw thisI think you should enlarge it and have a proper look of the paintYou might have a laugh on peoples around you, and also yourself :PIt shows the communication chainIt shows clearly how rumors come, and how people gossipsNo matter gals or guys, old or younghuman will still gossipon whatever topic, using any communication toolsit can be either face to face, through phone calls, internet or blablabla...look at the facial expression,again, a facts that true, but people wouldn't admit itgossips make peoples feel happy and laugh,not sure with whether this is one way of relaxation,but I hope nopebecause when you are laughing,the person in your topic will not feel happy,maybe, gossip is an action which can hurt peopleDo you remember what we do in young time?we will tell our so-called "secret" to someone we "trust""ei, I tell you but you don't tell others ya." "ok" "(passing secret)"and the person will then tell another person"wei, I tell you something about XXX, but you don't tell others, ok?""ok""(passing secret again)"this chain will kept on passing, and some days latermost of the people around you will know the "secret"you might get back to the secret by yourselfor you will get some rumors about the secretmodified secret, no longer the true and origin oneimagine, you are the first person who share your "secret" to othersand your "secret" being passing aroundor you are the person which others are gossipinghow do you feel?if you are normal enough, hurt? pain? sad?it's normal for you to feel depress when you play a role in others topicbut you can't do nothinghuman, can you please stop the childish action?can you please find something else to chat while you are free?you can talk on daily news, on fashion, on food, on books and lots morebut not gossipwhy should you cheer up yourself,by putting pain on others?~joo~
a flower pot
with thank you wordings~
谢谢~
每一个在我生命中出现的人
无论是让我微笑的 哭泣的
都想对你们说声谢谢
谢谢你们
为我的生命增添色彩
让我的人生不那么平凡
~如~
